Wednesday, June 29, 2005

The Tax Inspector

"You don't seem a very Tax Office kind of person."

"Well I am," Maria reddened. "I'm a very Tax Office sort of person. I hate all this criminal wealth. This state is full of it. It makes me sick. I see all these skunks with their car phones and champagne and I see all this homelessness and poverty. Do you know that one child in three in Australia grows up under the poverty line? You know much much tax is evaded every year? You don't need socialism to fix that, you just need a good Taxation Office and a Treasury with guts. And for a while we had both. For five years. I didn't join to piddle around rotten inefficient businesses like your family's. I never did anything so insignificant in my life. I won't do that sort of work. It fixes nothing. I'm crazy enough to think the world can change, but not like that."

- Carey, Peter. The Tax Inspector (Queensland: University of Queensland Press, 1991). p. 216.

In her parents' house there had been no money for female fashion. Her mother wore black as she had in Letkos and fashion was something you made over a noisy sewing machine in Surry Hills. Maria had grown up in a house without clothes just as someone would grow up in a house without books or music.

- Ibid, p. 196.

This was a woman with a clear and simple sense of right and wrong. You could see this in the nose. It was a damn fine nose. It was chiselled, almost elegant, but very certain...She was a moralist. She had guts. She was one of those people whom Jack had always loved, people with such a clear sense of the moral imperatives that they would never find themselves in that grey land where "almost right" fades into the rat-flseh-coloured zone of "nearly wrong", people with a clear sight, sharp white with edges like diamonds, people whom Jack would always be in awe of, would follow a little way, more of a way than his profession or what might appear to be his "character" would allow, people in whom he had always been disappointed and then relieved to discover small personal flaws, lacks, unhappinesses that proved to him that their moral rectitude had not been purchased without a certain human price -- this one is unhappy, that one impractical, this one poor, that one incapable of a happy sex life.

He could imagine none of these flaws in Maria, nor did he seek any.

- Ibid, p. 170.

"I'm always shocked to hear wealthy people complaining about tax. I should be used to it. I should be very thick-skinned. In fact, I thoguht I was thick-skinned, but I watch them eating with their Georg Jensen cutlery and I wanted to stand up and shout and make speeches about poverty and homelessness."

- Ibid, p. 249.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

The truth of making sweet music

The Times | June 18, 2005
Oboist bares her soul - and more - to expose musical casting couches

A PROFESSIONAL oboist has lifted the curtain on sex, drugs and nepotism in the world of classical music.

Blair Tindall, who played with the New York Philharmonic, offers an unseemly tour behind the scenes in a book entitled Mozart in the Jungle.

Tindall claims that sex played a decisive role in her musical career. She says she was simultaneously involved with three leading New York oboists — two married — who gave her work in their orchestras. One had a maxim: “The section that lays together plays together.”

She describes leaping naked into a hotel pool with a leading member of a touring Andrew Lloyd Webber production who subsequently made love to her in his hotel suite as “exuberantly” as he performed music. He then lit a postcoital cigarette and offered her a job on Lloyd Webber’s new Aspects of Love in New York. “Why, I thought, did I bother with an answering machine?” Tindall writes. “Between XXX and my former oboist boyfriends, I got hired for most of my gigs in bed.”

Although Tindall’s 25-year music career included such highlights as working with Leonard Bernstein, she also had to make money recording Karaoke music, and got so bored on Broadway that she would read magazines on her music stand while playing in the orchestra pit.

Now in her mid-forties, she says she dated “almost every classical musician around my age” — as well as some who were not, including two of her high-school music teachers.

“Instrument players had a sexual style unique to their instrument,” she writes. “Neurotic violinists, anonymous in their orchestra section, came fast. Trumpet players pumped away like jocks, while pianists’ sensitive fingers worked magic. French horn players, their instruments the testiest of all, could rarely get it up, but percussionists could make beautiful music out of anything.”

One man not granted anonymity in the book is the Boston Pops conductor Keith Lockhart. Tindall claims that she had sex with him and that he invited her to Salt Lake City, where he was music director of the Utah Symphony. “The night before my departure he called to cancel because his wife was suddenly visiting him to get pregnant,” she says.

Mr Lockhart has issued a statement insisting that the relationship was “at no time anything more than friendship”.

Disenchanted with the classical music world, Tindall went to Stanford University to study journalism and has written for The New York Times.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

On Rwanda, BBC World Service, The Interview

BBC WORLD SERVICE: THE INTERVIEW, 14 MAY 2005
Transcribed by Simon Tan

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Carrie Gracie: Hello and welcome. I am Carrie Gracie.

My guest today has seen things and experienced things that no
human being should be exposed to … a peacekeeper who witnessed one
of the most appalling crimes against humanity in our history and was
powerless to stop it. Had things been different, he believes he
could have prevented the atrocities from happening … the deaths of
800,000 people in the Rwandan genocide of 1994.

General Romeo Dallaire, welcome to The Interview.

General Romeo Dallaire: Thank you very much.

Carrie Gracie: As chief of the United Nations peacekeeping mission
in Rwanda, you were a witness to what was the worst atrocity, I
guess, of the past half century, and the book you have written about
that is called Shake Hands with the Devil. Do you feel you came face
to face with the devil in Rwanda?

General Romeo Dallaire: Oh, it was not only face to face, I
negotiated with him, even exchanged platitudes.

But I came to the realisation that evil can actually take the
human form, and in so doing go to the extremes of even discussing
stopping massacring in one little corner so we can go through as if
discussing how much wood to cut.

Carrie Gracie: Well, let us go back a little bit and try and put
some of that in context. Just recap for us how you got there.

General Romeo Dallaire: The Rwandans, with their independence in
1962, had a large Tutsi population that was refugeed. In 1990, they
started to make grumblings and, in fact, commenced a small civil war
to come back. By 1993 August, a peace agreement was signed in
Arusha, Tanzania, between the Tutsi expatriates and the Hutus, who
are the majority in the country, to build an interim government over
two years and then move to a democratic election.

And during that timeframe they needed a neutral international
force or a referee. And so, a Chapter 6 blue beret mission was
called in to help them demobilise and reconstitute themselves. And
that was the mission I was given.

Carrie Gracie: Instead of there being a nice democratic peace
process for you to observe, there was a genocide. How did that
happen?

General Romeo Dallaire: A very very effective dictatorship that
signed under duress with moderate Hutus who were in the forefront of
wanting to bring the peace process. But the extremists with the
dictator in the backdrop, they over the months created a subversive
structure that trained militia, that distributed weapons, that
conducted assassinations and, in so doing, destabilised the country.

And with the ineptness of our international community in the UN
in being able to wrest the initiative from them and stop them, they
ultimately were able to move the country to not only civil war but
ultimately a genocide.

Carrie Gracie: Why though, why did they want to conduct a genocide?

General Romeo Dallaire: A very interesting question because so many
people have tended to make Rwanda or black Africa, simply the
slaughters there as nothing more than tribalism. But in fact these
very educated people were essentially fighting in order to maintain
their control of power.

And the instrument they used to make sure they kept power was by
identifying the other ethnicity as the enemy. And, in so doing,
eliminating the Tutsis to them gave them the total control of the
country because they already represented 84 per cent of the
population.

Carrie Gracie: And in explaining that to yourself, do you think
there are circumstances which push human beings towards evil or was
it simply a case of expert manipulation?

General Romeo Dallaire: I think you have got the two categories.

You have got the very very skilled, very adept, be they through
education or simply by the fundamental talents they have, who
comprehend what exactly they were doing. And they were mustering
hatred, they were mustering fear, and doing it in such a fashion
that they can pass it on to others who then can take action.

And so, as an example, the whole brainchild behind the decision
to go with the genocide of Tutsis was by the extremist element close
to the President. And they, a large number of them, were evacuated
in the first planes that came in to evacuate the expatriates. And
they still live in Europe, safe from the international tribunal.

And then you get the rest of them who are simply dominated by
fear. The structure that they have put in place had extremists down
to the 10, 12, 14 huts. And so, those people simply were called into
action by the indoctrination, by the radio station, and they just
went to mass hysteria.

Carrie Gracie: And what do you think, after all that you have seen
of it, what do you think goes on inside the head of those in that
mass hysteria, of someone who chops another human being to pieces
with a machete? How have you been able to make sense of it?

General Romeo Dallaire: Well, as best as I can dissect this (and I
am not necessarily using the right terminology here) but the
ultimate fear...I mean a child, a 10, 12, 14-year-old, is told to
kill the grandmother because she is originally a Tutsi, and they
will do it because if they don't do that they will be killed
instantly. So they react that way.

And adults were reacting in the same fashion in that if they
didn't take action immediately to kill or slaughter or injure
someone that was identified by the militias, they were immediately
slaughtered.

And so there wasn't much thinking, in fact there was no thinking.
It was pure outright instinct of survival and fear. And so the bulk
of that killing was done in that sort of fashion throughout the
villages.

However, there was a lot of premeditated stuff going on, like
telling people who felt insecure that they might be targeted to go
to churches and missions and they would be protected by conventions.
And once those places were full, then the militias and the army
would surround it and go inside and just literally kill them row
after row after row. And this would take a couple of days.

And often what was being reported is they didn't try to kill
them, they just injure them enough so that they would bleed to death
over two or three days. So, not only was killing all of a sudden
taken as a banality but there was a sort of sense of lust of seeing
people suffer.

And so, there are reported discussions by survivors where the
militia were simply debating, you know, what sort of wrist movement
would take off the head of a child faster than another one.

They lost humanity. And that is why the subtitle of my book is
""The failure of humanity in Rwanda.'' Not only did humanity outside
of Rwanda totally forgot Rwanda but the sense of humanity inside
totally disappeared.

Carrie Gracie: You didn't manage to stop the genocide beginning and
you didn't even manage to stop it from carrying on when everybody
could see, and when you were reporting back to New York and
reporting across the world what was going on. Now why wasn't it
stopped?

General Romeo Dallaire: There is the perverse scenario of genocide.
We have come a long negative way from Holocaust and genocide being
synonyms inasmuch as the term genocide used finally by the Security
Council in a resolution six weeks into the mission on May 17 giving
me authority to get 5,500 troops to stop the spread of it.

Well, even with the term genocide, the whole of the northern
countries, the ones who could really provide me with the troops, the
middle powers like Canada and Germany and Japan or the big powers
like the French and the Brits and so on, all agreed it was genocide,
all agreed with the Security Council resolution which they
participated, and not one of them sent me one soldier. I needed them
within days and only they could deploy them.

And so, with genocide right there and the Security Council
agreeing with it and with a plan, they still refused to send me
white soldiers.

And the question is, just like we are seeing in Darfur, is the
term genocide really an instrument to not only stop a crisis but
maybe prevent it or is it simply a judicial term that we use after
the fact to bring these perpetrators to justice? And hopefully, if
we bring enough of them to justice, if there are enough genocides
and enough millions of people slaughtered, then maybe they will get
the idea that impunity doesn't work, because if we are waiting for
people to act on genocide, God knows prevention, let alone trying to
stop them, we are going to wait till we are blue in the face.

Carrie Gracie: So when people say ""never again'', is that entirely
meaningless?

General Romeo Dallaire: Totally. It didn't work. It is still not
working. It is a concept that did not work when it was tested.

And in that reason, I think we haven't achieved the ability not
only to sensitise all of us of this plight of humanity and the
impunity that is out there in regards to the abuse of human rights
of people, but on top of that we haven't been able to trigger the
political will or, let us put it this way, the statesmanship of
which there is a terrible dearth these days, the statesmanship that
would have the courage to intervene.

Carrie Gracie: And now in Darfur in Sudan, of course, the African
Union is involved. I mean is it the answer to have African
peacekeepers in Africa?

General Romeo Dallaire: Well, there you have got a real fine example
of how the developed world can set up the developing world. It calls
it to achieve a certain level of maturity. It says it is an African
problem, so Africans should solve it. And so, it hands off these
problems that in a number of cases are generated by our demands,
like oil and so on, and we know full well they can't, they are not
up to it. They just don't have the resources to do it.

And so, in 1994 we started to tell the Africans that it was their
problem and they should sort it out knowing that they have not the
capability to respond. And worse than that is that when we asked for
equipment to be able to equip battalions to come, I was getting the
answer: ""Well, you know, if we give them equipment they might
become the presidential guard and might do a coup d'etat in their own
country, so we won't give them the equipment.''

And so today you have got the African Union that is being set up
to failure outright. And not only will it fail but in such it will
put back the ability of that region to take on its responsibility,
because with a mandate of observing and protecting and with now, its
sort of position, ego, position of not letting developed nation
troops or white troops into the region, they are in a dire strait to
bring about a reasonable scenario for the Darfurians.

Carrie Gracie: And do you hold the United Nations structure
responsible for some of these problems or are you laying the blame
squarely at the door of Western governments?

General Romeo Dallaire: There were five countries that created the
UN. Those five countries are still holding most of the cards, and
those five countries are not allowed by anybody to walk away from
having all that blood on their hands. They are not allowed to pull a
Pontius Pilate on the rest of the world, and say: ""The UN is
ineffective.''

They establish what goes on in that UN and, in so doing, they are
the ones who ultimately must hold the responsibility. You are great
powers, then you have the responsibility of the great powers whether
you like it or not.

And the UN being ineffective? Yes, it needs reform. So does every
bureaucracy. And reforms have got to be brought in by courageous
countries who want the UN to work.

But if you don't necessarily want the UN to be effective, if you
don't want another player on the block, you can certainly use him as
a scapegoat. Well, if that is the case then you have got a perfect
example with the UN.

Carrie Gracie: And so, the reports that have been written in the
United Nations bureaucracy about the failures of Rwanda, all the
things that got wrong, the endless list of things that need to be
reformed and need to be done differently next time, you have no
faith in that?

General Romeo Dallaire: Well no, because the fact that I am still
alive today calls to the fore my optimism. And my optimism is that
there is absolutely no other body on earth that has still the
transparency and the impartiality of the UN, and certainly no single
nation-led coalition will ever be even perceived as going in purely
for humanitarian reasons, certainly not yet.

Carrie Gracie: You are listening to The Interview in the BBC World
Service with me, Carrie Gracie, and my guest today the United
Nations force commander from Rwanda during the genocide 11 years
ago, General Romeo Dallaire.

Let us talk about you because there are a few issues that have
just come up and things that you have just said in passing that I
want to go back to.

You mentioned that you are still alive today and that attests to
your optimism. Do you feel that you were in some way culpable for
what happened in Rwanda?

General Romeo Dallaire: Absolutely. Absolutely. There is no way that
anyone who is in command of a mission, and a mission that failed,
that can simply walk away, and say: Oh geez, they did the best they
can, particularly when you are neck deep in bodies and you have seen
our ineffectiveness in the field, ineffectiveness because of a
variety of factors, but nonetheless of which maybe ineffectiveness
at not being to convince and not being to able to pull the strings
and to influence in order to get people to respond to that
catastrophe both in the prevention, and ultimately in the middle of
it.

And so, yes, there is no way that anyone who has been in the
field ever can walk away in saying, ""You know, it's not my
responsibility.'' You are going into these countries, you are going
in and you have got to be held accountable.

And so, I feel that I was to be held accountable not just to my
country, not certainly only to the Rwandans and the UN but to
international justice, and that means the international tribunal.

Carrie Gracie: And do you feel that your life and professional
experience as a soldier in the Canadian army had equipped you to
deal with what you met when you got off the plane in Kigali?

General Romeo Dallaire: The equipping was that of leadership, of
command, of operational skills. And as such, yes, specifics because
of that, specific theatre of operations; meaning knowing Rwanda and
all the nuances, no. Whether I was savvy enough politically, I think
that that is an area that many of our countries have got to rectify
with their generals. People are fearful of generals playing
politics.

Well, in this era where in fact no simple mandates come out, we
work in complexity and ambiguity. Generals must know what are the
inner workings of politics as humanitarian affairs and being able to
integrate all that into solutions. That I didn't have the skills to
do.

Carrie Gracie: Your failings, though, were in your view professional
rather than moral.

General Romeo Dallaire: Professional yes, I think that is a fair
assessment. Moral? When in the first 24 hours the rebels decided to
launch their operations, at that point I did not have a mission
anymore, and as such I could have pulled out all my forces. I stayed
because I felt that there was an ability to maybe influence.

And when I received orders in fact to pull the whole of the force
out, I refused those orders because although legal, they were
immoral. We were not going to abandon the 30,000 Rwandans that we
had in our protection, and we were certainly not going to abandon
the ability to at least be a witness to it.

Carrie Gracie: So why are you culpable then? I mean it seems
slightly paradoxical to me that you blame yourself for not being
equipped with the political skills when you at the point of moral
decision stood your ground.

General Romeo Dallaire: I took hundreds of ethical, moral and legal
decisions every day and in my estimation, the end result was that
the mission failed. And so it is in that sort of all-encompassing
situation that I take my sense of responsibility.

When you are in command it is like being pregnant. You are either
pregnant or you are not pregnant. And if you are in command then you
are responsible. If you are not in command, then it is somebody else
is responsible. In that case it is me.

Carrie Gracie: A Belgian inquiry found you at least in part
responsible for the orders which resulted in the deaths of those 10
Belgian troops we talked about a moment ago. Do you have those
deaths on your conscience?

General Romeo Dallaire: Every commander who has troops under his
command and loses them in operations lives with those memories and
lives with those lives because he ultimately is the one who gave, or
she, the orders that potentially could have put them in harm's way.
And so, that will never ever leave and has never left any
responsible commander.

However, if the decisions I took were right, I stand by them and
I have no qualms that my decisions were right. I lost 10 soldiers
that day, I didn't lose many many others nor a whole bunch of other
people. And so, when I weighed the situation, I took the decision
that ultimately, yes, ended up that 10 soldiers died.

Carrie Gracie: You have been medically discharged from the Canadian
army. It has obviously been a difficult personal journey. Tell us
about it.

General Romeo Dallaire: Well, I don't think we have got another hour
or half hour except to say that in this era, a bit different from
the eras of previous classic warfare where we have combat fatigue
and shell-shock, this era, because of the nature of conflict,
because of the ethical and moral dilemmas that we often feel by the
nature of the threat and by simply seeing the horrors in which we
are involved with on a continuous basis, post-traumatic stress
disorder is an operational injury.

And this country here has recognised that and has also made it to
the extent where we are introducing a whole new veterans charter to
meet the requirements not only of soldiers but their families who
lived the missions with us now because of the media, which was not
the case in history and the Second World War and so on.

And so, it has been an exercise of how do you live with an
operational injury that is not arm hanging or your classic
prosthesis but one between the ears that has all the stigmas,
particularly from a very Darwinian organisation like the military
is, but also has general stigma in the population mental health, and
in which you find your faculties of concentration and your ability
to cope with stress simply attenuated and, as such, cannot conduct
your job anymore.

Carrie Gracie: And so, what were the symptoms for you of that
operational injury apart from the lapses of concentration you
described?

General Romeo Dallaire: Not trying to kill yourself. In the end, I
asked to be relieved because I had become a threat to my own
mission. I had lost my sense of humour, and any commander who
doesn't have a sense of humour can't be on top of his composure and
be able to be convincing with his eyes and his body language to his
troops that he holds the situation in hand, puts the troops in grave
danger and creates doubt in their mind.

Secondly, sleeping, eating and so on.

But ultimately, what really pulled it off was my escapades of
running away and trying to get ambushed and getting wiped out.

Carrie Gracie: And so, how do you move beyond that state of mind,
the state of mind where you are preoccupied with these terrible
events that you have witnessed? Is it religious faith? Is it
counselling? Is it medical drugs? Is it the love of your family?
What actually helps you move on?

General Romeo Dallaire: The profession remains there. And one of the
gravest errors that we are doing and have been doing in the past is
taking that uniform away and often moving the people away from the
community in which they feel so loyal to and often give so much to.

Secondly, the only instrument that will permit people to build
the prosthesis to live with this injury. And one must remember that
the old theories of, you know, if you work hard and with time you
will forget this stuff is nothing but crap. What you have is in fact
digitally clear in slow motion episodes of which you are
continuously vulnerable of finding yourself reliving, and as you
relive them, you have your necessary vulnerabilities of ultimately
even going to the extreme.

And so, you have got to build these prosthesis to avoid such
situations, and you do that with professional therapy. Sometimes you
need drugs but you certainly need a bosom buddy whom you can spend
hours just talking and vetting. And quite often the family is too
close and too intimate to be able to do that. So you need someone
from the outside.

We built here in this country not only the clinics for the
professional side but a whole peer support structure to help our
soldiers as they worked their way through these catastrophic
failures.

Carrie Gracie: You yourself visited Rwanda again last year 10 years
after the genocide. How optimistic do you feel about the country as
a whole a decade on?

General Romeo Dallaire: If I am looking at it purely from
infrastructure and the rule of law, governance and so on, it has
done small miracles. If I look at it in trying to build social
programmes, it has done quite well. If I am looking at it in regards
to whether those of the Hutu background are in fact coming back and
in full reconciliation, there is a lot of work to be done. And if I
look at the elite, well, the elite is still dominated by a minority
and, as such, there is going to be a lot of work to be done to
restabilise I think in the longer term.

Anybody who is elected with 98 per cent of the population voting
and 97 per cent positive vote to me is not necessarily playing with
all the cards in a positive way.

Carrie Gracie: General Dallaire, let us talk about justice. You
mentioned earlier that some of those involved in orchestrating the
genocide are still living in Europe. What should happen to them?

General Romeo Dallaire: Absolutely. It is great to have the
international tribunal and to bring to justice those who actually
conducted the actions in the field, but the whole concept of that,
the whole mindset, how these people were warped into doing those
actions doesn't make them not responsible for what they did but the
atmosphere that was created was created by leadership.

And so, the ultimate culprits who must be brought to justice are
those who brought the idea to fruition … and they are sitting around
in countries that are members of the Security Council, the permanent
five. And there isn't one movement, not one movement to take them
on.

However, I find it interesting that we are ready to want to
string up Kagame because of exactations that his troops did
afterwards.

Carrie Gracie: This is the President of Rwanda now. He was then at
that time the head of the rebel Rwandan Popular Front.

General Romeo Dallaire: Well, the military side of it, yes.

So, I mean I just can't understand. And maybe it is the
immaturity that the Europeans think of us Canadians but it just
doesn't make any sense to me when you talk about human rights and
freedoms and so on that you can play from both sides of your mouth
in those countries where on one side they are selling weapons and
reinforcing capabilities to continue the slaughter and protect those
who initiated it, and on the other side are prepared to crucify
small players or blame it on somebody else.

Carrie Gracie: We are very short of time. I just want to finish by
coming back to you, your sense of coming to terms with what
happened. I mentioned you went back to Rwanda last year. You talked
even about living in Rwanda and you support charitable work there
for orphans. Do you feel a kind of restless need to go on making
amends?

General Romeo Dallaire: I am going back. My plan was to go back for
a couple of years and just fiddle there in sort of communion with
the hills and with the spirits of Rwanda because it is just not an
ordinary country. It is a Garden of Eden on earth that the devil
took over for a while.

And so, my wife, when she came back with me on the 10th
anniversary; she works for Unicef, she is a kindergarten teacher,
and she fell in love with the people and the place. And so, we are
going to go back and live for...we have guaranteed a year, and do
some work there on the ground, and maybe I'll bring some closure to
the mourning of all those that we failed.

Carrie Gracie: General Romeo Dallaire, thank you very much for
joining us on The Interview.

General Romeo Dallaire: Thank you.

Friday, June 10, 2005

Dworkin, Heartbreak

"People play life as if it's a game, whereas each step is a real step. The shock of being unable to control what happens, especially the tragedies, overwhelms one. Someone dies; someone leaves; someone lies. There is sickness, misery, loneliness, betrayal. One is alone not just at the end but all the time. One tries to camouflage pain and failure. One wants to believe that poverty can be cured by wealth, cruelty by kindness; but neither is true. The orphan is always an orphan.

The worst immorality is in apathy, a deadening of caring about others, not because they have some special claim but because they have no claim at all.

The worst immorality is in disinterest, indifference, so that the lone person in pain has no importance; one need not feel an urgency about rescuing the suffering person.

The worst immorality is in dressing up to go out in order not to have to think about those who are hungry, without shelter, without protection.

The worst immorality is in living a trivial life because one is afraid to face any other kind of life--a despairing life or an anguished life or a twisted and difficult life.

The worst immorality is in living a mediocre life, because kindness rises above mediocrity always, and not to be kind locks one into an ethos of boredom and stupidity.

The worst immorality is in imitating those who give nothing.

The worst immorality is in conforming so that one fits in, smart or fashionable, mock-heroic or the very best of the very same.

The worst immorality is in accepting the status quo because one is afraid of gossip against oneself.

The worst immorality is in selling out simply because one is afraid.

The worst immorality is a studied ignorance, a purposeful refusal to see or know.

The worst immorality is living without ambition or work or pushing the rest of us along.

The worst immorality is being timid when there is no threat.

The worst immorality is refusing to push oneself where one is afraid to go.

The worst immorality is not to love actively.

The worst immorality is to close down because heartbreak has worn one down.

The worst immorality is to live according to rituals, rites of passage that are predetermined and impersonal.

The worst immorality is to deny someone else dignity.

The worst immorality is to give in, give up.

The worst immorality is to follow a road map of hate drawn by white supremacists and male supremacists.

The worst immorality is to use another person's body in the passing of time.

The worst immorality is to inflict pain.

The worst immorality is to be careless with another person's heart and soul.

The worst immorality is to be stupid, because it's easy.

The worst immorality is to repudiate one's own uniqueness in order to fit in.

The worst immorality is to set one's goals so low that one must crawl to meet them.

The worst immorality is to hurt children.

The worst immorality is to use one's strength to dominate or control.

The worst immorality is to surrender the essence of oneself for love or money.

The worst immorality is to believe in nothing, do nothing, achieve nothing.

The worst immoralities are but one, a single sin of human nothingness and stupidity.

"Do no harm" is the counterpoint to apathy, indifference and passive aggression; it is the fundamental moral imperative. "Do no harm" is the opposite of immoral. One must do something and at the same time do no harm. "Do no harm" remains the hardest ethic."

--Andrea Dworkin, "Heartbreak".

Thursday, June 09, 2005

On Memory. BBC world service: Discovery

May 18 2005

""William James, the great 19th century philosopher, once
commented that memory was simply the other half of the self. And in
a sense, that's very true. If you don't have memory, then you don't
have a self.''


""It's critical for cultures because it's all about transfer of
information across individuals and it's fundamental to you managing
to evolve in a way which allows you to change to your environment,
as well as passing that information on down through our culture.''

""The function is not simply to have them and reflect back on
past experiences when you're 70 or 80 years' old. The function of
memory is to guide behaviour in the future.''

""There's something about memory of plans and goals and the self
which when it's all brought together, it gives us this really quite
complicated dynamic cognitive system that allows us to be who we are
and operate effectively on the world.''

Pam Rutherford: It's hard to imagine a life without memory. From
birth through to death, our brains will file away huge amounts of
information … facts, names, faces, sounds, smells and events and the
emotions that are tied to them. Every second of our waking lives, we
rely on our ability to plunder the memory vaults of our mind … from
knowing how to ride a bike, remembering a birthday or even your
first kiss.

Over the next four weeks in Discovery here on the BBC, I'll be
exploring the science of memory, it's extraordinary capabilities,
how and why it can go wrong, from the vivid intrusions of memory in
post-traumatic stress disorder to our uncanny ability to adopt
memories that aren't even our own.

I'll be finding out how and why memory fails and what we can do
to improve it.

In this programme, I'll be trying to find out what are some of
the brain processes that make up a memory. Do we know about what
memory might be and when and where does it start?

Andrew Mays(??) is a cognitive neuroscientist at the University
of Manchester in the UK. He's trying to understand how what happens
in the brain ends up as memory.

Andrew Mays: The human brain contains something like a million
million or a trillion nerve cells or neurons and in the part of the
brain, the neurocortex, which you can see when you see pictures of
the human brain … that's what's on the top.

Pam Rutherford: The wrinkly stuff.

Andrew Mays: The wrinkly stuff on the top, that's right. The neurons
or nerve cells in there can have up to 10,000 connections with other
neurons. It might be several thousand other neurons that each neuron
connects with. And memory seems to involve either strengthening some
of these connections or weakening or forming new connections … all
those things seem to go on with memory. And that depends on when we
experience new information. It triggers a cascade of chemical
processes within the nerve cells which eventually result … usually
after some hours, that's what's generally believed … in the
formation of these strengthened or weakened or new connections.

Pam Rutherford: But our memory isn't like a video recorder,
capturing everything we experience. It has to be selective. So how
do collections of nerve cells communicating with their neighbours
turn into memory? Which ones will end up having the conversation
back and forth, creating the dialogue of memory, while others spark
into activity briefly, only then to remain silent? In other words,
why do we remember what we do?

Psychologist and memory researcher, Martin Conway.

Martin Conway: One of the interesting things about memory is that we
have very little choice about what we remember. This is one of the
great mysteries; first of all, what we generate in online
experience.

Pam Rutherford: And when you say online, you mean just day to day
living, what we're doing?

Martin Conway: Yes. Well, let's take the event of this interview for
the World Service. We both have mental models of what's going on
here and those mental models have different layers to them. You have
questions you want to ask and answers you'll be quite interested in
finding and I'm trying to give you some impression of memory
research which portrays us in a good light and also say something
interesting to listeners and all these different levels and goals
and plans which are guiding our ongoing experience and they're going
to somehow feed into the memories we retain of this experience.

And that's the bit we don't know. We don't know how that happens.
We know how some parts of it might happen. There is I think a
guarantee that I will remember something of this interview but what
will it be I can't predict now. So what decides what it is I will
remember?

Pam Rutherford: What's the answer to that question?

Martin Conway: We don't know. (laughs)

But there's got to be some exciting things left in research
otherwise it wouldn't be worth doing.

Pam Rutherford: Science might not have a definitive answer about why
some memories take their journey from short-term to long-term memory
while others don't.

But Martin Conway does have a picture of how these initial sparks
of brain activity, the precursors to memory, might orchestrate
themselves to create a more lasting imprint.

Martin Conway: If you imagine, memory is a bit like a roomful of
tuning forks. If we strike one of the tuning forks, it's like a
memory becoming active and entering consciousness. But as it does
that, the vibrations from that tuning fork cause vibrations in
tuning forks that are on its frequency which might be temporarily
close to it in the room. And these, like associated memories and
associated knowledge, become more active and more available for
recall but not necessarily entering consciousness. Technically, it's
called priming.

So if we take our analogy and think about all the knowledge we
have about our lives, about the people we know, the places we've
been, the jobs we've done and also all the memories you have
associated with those things and think of it as being some rather
complicated store … which wouldn't be a store that's like a room but
we can pretend for this analogy it is … then as you take one piece
of information out, you activate lots of other pieces of
information.

Pam Rutherford: Kim Graham is one of the programme leaders at the
UK's Medical Research Council Brain Sciences Unit in Cambridge.

Kim Graham: If you think about last night, what you had for dinner,
if now I talk about that and I tell you about what I have for dinner
and so on, I'm reactivating that trace and that may cause the kind
of links in the brain between the different elements that comprise
that memory to become stronger and to consolidate them. So the idea
would be that what we do is kind of by how important that memory is,
we may reactivate that either by consciously telling people about
something that happened or alternatively, it's thought that sleep
might play a role in this type of reactivation. And the more we
reactivate it, the more we strengthen it and the more likely it is
that it will become permanent.

And that process … going from a kind of very short term initial
trace to something that's more permanent in the brain and that we
can retrieve many many years later … is termed consolidation.

Obviously we can't fill memory with absolutely everything we
experience but how do we know when we experience it whether it's
going to be important or not? So what we do is code everything in a
fast, very rapidly changing system that can hold onto information in
a one-trial experience and then later on what we do is basically
work out how likely it is that we might need that information. Then
what we can do is consolidate it and make it stronger, make it more
likely we keep that piece of information.

So if you think about it, what you want to be able to do when
you're younger and you're learning about new things is to know what
are regularities in an environment and what are not so that you know
cats and dogs are both pets and that you have them at home while
lions and tigers you will see in the zoo. So those types of
regularities and you might want to respond differently, you know, to
cats and dogs versus lions and tigers.

Pam Rutherford: So our memories get reactivated by some kind of
repetition. But how do you test to see how memories behave in the
laboratory?

I asked Mike Page, psychologist at the University of
Hertfordshire in the UK how you test and what he could find out
about my short-term memory.

Mike Page: Well, the sort of things that we would do in the
laboratory is to ask people to recall lists of digits or lists of
letters. So if I say to you, I'm going to give you a list of six
letters, could you please recall it back to me as soon as I finish,
so I say, R, X, Y, H, Q, Z.

Pam Rutherford: R, X, Y, H, Q, Z.

Mike Page: Very good. So that is called the immediate serial recall
task and it's an absolute staple task used in cognitive psychology
and it's been used even before the term cognitive psychology was
termed in the late 1950s.

There are various factors which make that immediate serial recall
task more difficult. Funnily enough, if I were to utter, or you were
forced to utter, a couple of things before you start recalling, that
can actually make the list very much more difficult to recall.

There are various theories as to why this is. Either the extra
items interfere or they simply delay your recall of the list.

So maybe I can try you again on an earlier list, then ask you to
count backwards three, two, one before you respond with the letters.
Okay?

Pam Rutherford: Okay.

Mike Page: So the list is, R, X, Y, H, Q, Z.

Pam Rutherford: Okay, three, two, one, R, H, Y, and I was going to
say, three, Q, Z but I know it's not three, it's a letter so...

Mike Page: Yes.

Pam Rutherford: Something's gone wrong.

Andrew Mays: Actually, even the letters that you got, you made
another transposition error, that is a swop of two items that were
next to each other in the list.

Pam Rutherford: Oh, dear, I'm not doing very well.

Mike Page: Actually that was the same list that you got perfectly
right just a moment ago when you weren't required to say three, two,
one before you started.

And this has practical consequences. A short delay or a little
bit of interference … depending on whose theory you believe … before
you start recalling a list can have really catastrophic effects, as
it did then on your recall ability.

And when in the 1960s, I believe, a zero prefix was introduced to
phone numbers in the UK, there was a greater incidence of
miss-dialings, wrong numbers that was noticed simply because the
time or the extra interference introduced by having to put a quite
redundant zero … that was zero in every case and you didn't have to
remember it … in front of the number that you had to dial caused
people to forget the number that they were dialing.

So short-term memory really is short-term because it can be
disrupted by as little as one or two extra items preceding your
recall.

Pam Rutherford: There's just a brief window to create a memory, to
turn something you've just learnt into something more permanent so
it's kept if not forever long enough to remember it days, weeks,
months or even years later. But it is fragile. If you're distracted,
it could disappear for good.

But it's not just distraction and interference that can cause
problems for our memory. There's increasing evidence that the genes
we're born with play a role in determining our ability to remember.

About one in 10 people are born with a rare form of a gene which
makes it harder for their nerve cells in the brain to receive and
consolidate information.

Mike Page: People with the rare form have a less efficient receptor
and these people, when compared with the vast majority, about 90 per
cent of people, when they learn new information like for instance a
list of words or a list of pictures and you test them immediately,
do just as well as the majority, the 90 per cent, but when you test
them after a delay of either five minutes or a day, their
performance can be on average about 20 per cent worse. They can
recall about 20 per cent less of the information that they learnt
before. So what it strongly suggests is that what's different about
these people is that they don't consolidate, make the memory changes
that result in really good storage, as well as the majority of
people. And this is entirely due to their having a slightly
different genetic makeup.

Pam Rutherford: That's quite staggering really. That's one in 10
people. Do you think there'll be other genetic variants that might
give a kind of difference in memory capability as well?

Mike Page: Yes, I think there will be a lot of these found and I
think it's one of the things that's been neglected, partly because
it has been so difficult to investigate.

Pam Rutherford: There are ways of getting around what we might be
born with. According to Andrew Mays, it's all about how you put
information into memory which determines what will stay there.

Andrew Mays: The best way to learn it is to space your learning. So
you don't say I've got to learn this new lot of chemistry and so sit
down and spend about 10 hours trying to put it into your head in a
sort of mass practice fashion. What you do is you process certain
parts of it on one day and then you come back to it the following
day or a few days later and learn it again. And then you do that
again and again and this is much more efficient with much less time
spent on the learning. You can get up to very high levels of memory
performance and furthermore it survives over long periods of time
much better than if you learn it all in one go.

Pam Rutherford: Why are those spaces so important?

Andrew Mays: The latest idea is that that actually also relates to
consolidation because there are two types of chemical that are
involved with controlling the chemical cascades which produce
consolidation. There are kinases which are protein molecules which
add phosphate groups to proteins and make them active and that
boosts consolidation. But there are also phosphatase proteins which
remove the phosphate groups and that inhibits consolidation. And if
you like, it's a sort of battle or an interplay between these two
types of protein molecule.

Now if you learn stuff in a mass practice fashion, the
phosphatase becomes dominant so it inhibits consolidation whereas if
you spread your learning with big gaps, the phosphatase doesn't
build up very much and the kinase is dominant and the consolidation
process is much more efficient.

Pam Rutherford: So it really is down to the chemicals and they're
competing. So you have to give them the best chance to sort of give
you the best chance.

Andrew Mays: Yes, we're at the very early stages of understanding
this and I'll just give you one more example. If you learn something
last thing at night and then go to sleep and compare that with
learning something during the day and you then have eight active
hours after that in which you're learning new things, what you find
after a few days is that you remember the information that you
learnt the last thing at night immediately before you went to sleep.
You remember that best.

If you learnt something during the day and then carry on learning
other things for about eight hours or so, you remember that stuff
much less efficiently. And the evidence is growing that that's
because if we learn new things, the parts of the brain that store
this new information are busy storing these new memories and that
interrupts the memories that went in immediately before. It prevents
them being consolidated very efficiently.

Pam Rutherford: And I always thought my student days of late night
studying were a bad thing.

When does memory start, the process of allowing us to recall
things we've learnt? When do we first remember anything?

One of my first memories is counting to 20 in the kitchen with my
mother when I was probably about three or four. But I wonder what
was my memory up to before then? When did it start, at six months,
one year or perhaps even two?

Carolyn Rovee-Collier is professor of psychology at Rutgers
University in North America.

Carolyn Rovee-Collier: There is evidence that babies probably form
some kind of memories even prenatally. That is to say, if your
mother reads a passage from Doctor Seuss every day for the last six
weeks of gestation, for six weeks, 20 minutes a day, that baby after
it's born given an opportunity to suck to hear a passage that she
read or a passage that she's reading from a very similar story like
Yertle the Turtle, that baby will suck preferentially to hear the
familiar passage that she had read over that long period of time and
the babies are almost two days' old at this point. So clearly, in
order for them to have a preference for a familiarity, they must
have remembered what had happened before they were born.

What's interesting is that the baby does not seem to process
information that other people in the room are producing. Baby
doesn't respond so actively to the father, to the grandmother or
other people who may be around; only to the mother. And the thought
is that maybe something akin to bone conduction or something like
that is responsible for the effect.

Andrew Mays: Memories from childhood often tend to be rather
enigmatic. People's earliest memories are often fragmentary. There
might be a garden or the layout of a room, a particular toy or a
bench or some objects and they seem to bring with them quite a lot
of meaning but we don't know what that meaning is. Probably these
were objects or places or locations or activities which were highly
relevant to the very young child's plans and goals, plans and goals
the adult no longer has and perhaps can't get back to but you retain
the relics of those plans and goals in the form of visual memories
often of early childhood. That's one illustration of how emotions
might act to determine what gets in there. But we don't really know
how or what processes rather are operating to determine what it is
we will retain at any given time. And my personal view is that we
don't remember them because the goals and plans of the young child
is so radically different from those of even the older child, that
we can't use the current goals and plans to access old memories,
recall it with other goals and plans. So it's a mismatch between the
sort of emotions and knowledge which we can now use to access
memories which is so disjunct from those of the three, four,
five-year-old that we can't access the memories that were created at
that time.

I mean, there are some interesting cross-cultural differences in
childhood memory. I've done some of this work with my colleague Qi
Wang at Cornell University, a leading cross-cultural memory
researcher. It turns out that in Asian cultures, particularly
Chinese cultures, their earliest memories are older than those in
western societies, particularly the USA, and also their earliest
memories tend to be less detailed than those in western cultures.

Pam Rutherford: Why is that?

Andrew Mays: Well, one view is that in western cultures, there's a
massive emphasis on individualism and if you're going to be an
individual, one thing you need is a detailed memory to single you
out as an individual. And so there's a strong emphasis in
remembering, perhaps in child-rearing practices in western culture,
a strong emphasis rather in child-rearing practices on remembering.
It's known that mother and child talk more about the past in western
cultures than they do in Asian cultures.

In Asian cultures, the focus tends to be more on the group and
society and therefore their memories tend to be ones which don't
contain events which are events of striking individuality. They tend
to be events which relate to group activities and family activities
whereas the earliest memories of western adults tend to be ones that
really are striking individuality.

Pam Rutherford: Our memory start before we're born, allowing us to
remember the sound of our mother's voice and as we go through
childhood, the memories we collect will depend on what we experience
and in some cases, where we live. These memories will, if we're
lucky, stay with us for decades despite the constant changes in our
brain. How those memories persist however, according to Andrew Mays,
is still a mystery.

Andrew Mays: The actual ability to reproduce that remembered
experience is somehow maintained so it's not necessarily, certainly
not maintained by the same chemicals because they break down fairly
rapidly over a period of weeks at most or even to take it further,
by the same neurons, the same nerve cells. So these can all change
to a considerable degree. We don't know to what degree but all that
really matters is that we have the ability to reactivate the
representation which corresponds to that experience so that there's
a sort of dynamic process that maintains memories over decades. And
that's my suggestion, and it's not really much more than an informed
guess, but no one can give you at the moment more than an informed
guess.

Pam Rutherford: Next week on Discovery here on the BBC, I'll explore
what happens when our memories fail and look at the strange feeling
of deja vu.

End

BBC WORLD SERVICE: DISCOVERY (1 JUNE 2005)

Transcribed by Gavin Chua

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Harry Stever: I was in reconnaissance unit in Vietnam for the most
part of the reconnaissance battalion. So I was a reconnaissance
platoon leader. And I was starting to have what they call
flashbacks, which is really a very vivid daydream to me, where
you're just sitting there and all of a sudden things start going
around 24 hours a day. But in the back of my mind, even as I'm
talking to you now, I'm still seeing scenes from my combat
experience rolling through my head. It makes you worry you just
can't function.

Pam Rutherford: We're used to the idea of being in control of our
memories. Mostly we can rely on them to do their job from helping us
remember what to do today, where we were yesterday to the more
unconscious ways it helps us remember how to ride a bike or drive a
car.

But as that account you just heard of ex-US marine Captain Harry
Stever shows, there are times when memory can get out of control.
His experience of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) is one
example of how the memories of traumatic events can become extremely
powerful, intruding unexpectedly into the present as flashbacks,
forcing the emotions, feelings and trauma of the past into an
overwhelming experience of the present.

In this week's programme about memory here on the BBC, I'll be
finding out what happens to memory in conditions like PTSD and
depression, and why emotions play such an important role in how our
experience of the world is stored.

Martin Conway is a psychologist and memory researcher at The
Leeds Memory Group in the UK.

Martin Conway: What happens in PTSD is a person experiences a
traumatic experience, maybe a road traffic accident, maybe a
physical assault. They then enter a period of very very severe
anxiety in which they can't effectively function in the world. That
period of anxiety, one of the major symptoms in that period is the
return intrusively uncontrollably of flashbacks, very vivid memories
of aspects of the trauma. These flashbacks when they occur are like
moments of reliving and you can imagine that they are both
emotionally destabilising but also cognitively destabilising. They
overwhelm the individual.

Let me give you a case example. A man was in a very serious
accident in which he nearly died. At the point he was about to die,
he suddenly had a sadness that he would never see his children
again. He survived physically unharmed but with PTSD. And one of the
flashbacks he had was when he was with his children, he had a
flashback to this moment just before he thought he's going to die
when he'd feel very sad that he'd never see his children again. And
this would occur even though the children were present, even though
he had survived. So these are powerful psychological disturbances.

Pam Rutherford: Chris Brewin is Professor of Clinical Psychology at
University College London. He researches and treats post-traumatic
stress disorder. He thinks there's a particular kind of memory
involved.

Chris Brewin: They also describe a very vivid experience which is
often accompanied by very powerful emotions and sometimes feelings
of hot or cold or pain which were present at the time of the
traumatic event. So people often walk round feeling that they're in
danger even though they know consciously that this event is past.
They nevertheless feel as though, for example, people are following
them down the street as though they're in danger any moment, unless
they take constant guard over themselves. And it's not something
like an ordinary memory which seems to belong in the past.

We think this is not a simple form of autobiographical memory.
It's not like our ordinary memories for things that have happened to
us in the past. But it's a rather different kind of memory which can
only be triggered automatically by reminders that people come across
or things that they choose to think about. And when they do that,
they often see things in a level of detail which is not experienced
in our ordinary memories of the past.

Pam Rutherford: Our brains have evolved to maximise our chances of
survival during a traumatic event. This involves the release of
stress hormones to help ensure we get out of a situation alive. But
it's also this response that's part of the problem.

Chris Brewin: The parts of the brain that are involved in memory are
also the parts of the brain that are strongly involved in the stress
response. And we think it's quite likely that why memory behaves
rather differently in PTSD is because of the effects of various
kinds of stress hormones that are released during this very
stressful event. And it may well be that the parts of the brain that
are more rational and reflective simply don't operate so well during
these events. The brain, if you like, is switched into a different
mode in which the emphasis is on taking extreme action, fight or
flight or perhaps freezing, and where the ability to think and
reflect is less important and it might in fact even interfere with
survival.

Pam Rutherford: And it's that stress-driven flight or fight response
which means the brain will focus its attention on certain kinds of
information at the expense of others. And it's this partial memory
which then has the power to become so intrusive later.

Jennifer Wild is a psychologist at the Institute of Psychiatry in
London.

Jennifer Wild: The trauma memory tends to be quite fragmented, and
there are a number of reasons for that. When someone goes through
trauma and it's a very frightening, a very scary experience and they
actually have the perception that they're dying, the brain goes into
data-driven processing. So it processes all the sensory elements.
Whereas normally when you're processing an event, you're processing
more the narrative of what's actually happening because you don't
have that fear-flight response going on. But in trauma you do have
that going on. So you have less the narrative. So because the memory
is fragmented, you have a memory problem. And that's going to lead
to PTSD.

Chris Brewin: It's almost like you're not able to take a slight step
back from the situation. It sounds like and knowing a situation,
it's just pure in the moment.

Jennifer Wild: Totally, that's exactly right. There is too much fear
and perception that I'm dying, this is the end to be able to have
that perceptive and to take a step back.

Pam Rutherford: The brain needs to be able to take this step back
from itself to ensure experiences can be represented in a way that
allows us to distinguish between something being a memory, so
belonging in the past and something more in limbo to having the
power to intrude on the present.

There are different types of memory needed to do this
effectively. Chris Brewin.

Chris Brewin: Our idea is that people have two memory systems. One
is a more verbal system, in which the memory is represented in the
form of words, and also another form which is represented in the
form of pictures. But this second memory system has been described
by a lot of autobiographical memory researchers, and they think that
people have sort of almost like pictures of the events which can be
spontaneously triggered by reminders. And we think that in PTSD
this memory system becomes particularly powerful and particularly
active. The memories are very long-lasting.

Pam Rutherford: And this is a kind of memory that is quite immediate
sort of visual memory. Is this sort of lower down in the system or a
different stage than perhaps the verbal that you're talking about?

Chris Brewin: Yes, it does seem to be a more primitive sort of
memory and almost certainly the memory is not accompanied by any
context. So this may explain why people with PTSD say that they
relive the experience in the present because the memory is not
accompanied by the context that tells the brain that this is
something that happened in the past.

Pam Rutherford: Is that because other memory things aren't
triggered, like the verbal system isn't triggered which would
provide that context and provide a kind of framework almost to know
that this is a memory rather than an experience or an event?

Chris Brewin: Yes, we think that this is very likely to happen when
the circumstances are so overwhelming that that part of the brain
that would normally provide the context and the thought and the
reflection about what's happening is simply not working very
effectively. People may describe being almost paralysed by fright
and simply unable to think or act. And it's likely that this sort of
paralysis or freezing could be related to the inability to form a
more conscious or verbal memory of the experience.

Pam Rutherford: And it's the parts of the brain that are critical
for memory and contextualising normal experience that seem to play a
crucial role in why some people develop PTSD.

Jennifer Wild.

Jennifer Wild: The hippocampus is involved in contextualising
memories and fear responses. And the thinking for quite some time
has been that PTSD causes problems of the hippocampus and then that
maintains the trauma reaction.

But we've also thought, well, possibly there could be problems
with the hippocampus which may predipose somebody to developing
PTSD. And Mark Gilbertson and his team at Harvard have looked at
this in-depth and they looked at 26 pairs of twins, one of whom had
gone to Vietnam, been exposed to combat and developed PTSD. The
other one had stayed in the States and not been exposed to trauma
and not developed PTSD.

And what they found, interestingly, was that their hippocampi
were the same, they're comparable, exactly the same. So the twin who
had PTSD didn't have a smaller hippocampus than the twin who didn't.

So then they wanted to know, okay, well, are these hippocampi any
smaller than other people who had been to Vietnam. So they did
another twin study and they looked at 46 who had gone to Vietnam,
been exposed to trauma, didn't develop PTSD, and their twin brothers
didn't develop PTSD either.

And they compared the first set with the second set, and they
found that the brothers who had gone to Vietnam, developed PTSD, and
their twins who hadn't been to Vietnam both had smaller hippocampi
than this other group who had gone to Vietnam and hadn't developed
PTSD but been exposed to trauma. And the only conclusion they could
come to based on their very strong correlations was that having a
smaller hippocampus is a predisposing factor to developing PTSD.

Pam Rutherford: Looking at groups of twins, some who've gone on to
develop PTSD isn't the easiest way for scientists to investigate it.
Those people's memories are already changed by the condition. But
understanding the memory processes in healthy volunteers might be
one way of understanding who might get PTSD and how to treat it.

Chris Brewin and his colleague Emily Holmes have come up with a
way to do this. They showed healthy volunteers films of traumatic
scenes involving car accidents while at the same time asking them to
perform different kinds of memory tasks.

Chris Brewin: And what we found is that when people do certain kinds
of tasks that we think interfere with the representation of images,
interfere with laying down images into memories, say, for example,
we ask them to tap out various complicated patterns, when they do
that while they're watching the film, they have fewer spontaneous
memories of the film coming back to them in the next week.

But if we ask them to do a verbal task like counting backwards in
threes while they're watching the film, we found that they have more
intrusive memories of the film coming back to them in the next week.
And that supports the idea that these intrusive images could be
supported by a different type of memory which is an image-based form
of memory which is separate from a verbal memory.

Pam Rutherford: So if you disrupt that image memory or effectively
if you're using that image-based memory while you're seeing the
event, it makes it less strong when you recall it afterwards?

Chris Brewin: Yes, if your image-based memory, its resources are
being used by some other tasks while you're watching the film, we
think that it's less efficient in recalling the details as a trauma
film.

Pam Rutherford: And similarly if your verbal memory is used, then
that's less able to form a narrative and therefore help kind of
consolidate this as this is memory, not experience.

Chris Brewin: Yes, that's exactly right. Well, this is very
interesting because what treatment for PTSD often involves is
getting people to produce a very detailed narrative about the
events. And some people are very surprised by this and they say,
well, if you ask people to focus on these horrible things that have
happened, this is just going to make them worse. But the experience
of everybody who treats PTSD is the complete opposite … that if you
get them to focus on describing what they saw, what happened in
detail, in words, this seems to have a very therapeutic effect. And
according to our theory this is because the verbal memory that
they're elaborating and creating in much more detail into fears with
the image-based memory, which they have been constantly retrieving
as part of the PTSD.

Pam Rutherford: So subsequently that verbal memory which you're
encouraging people to use will be kind of embedded within the
imagery, therefore not making it this powerful flashback but making
more the memory.

Chris Brewin: It may be embedded with the imagery or it may be
separate from the imagery and it may be that some kinds of
competition goes on. So when you hear the ambulance siren if you
retrieve a new narrative memory then you're less likely to respond
with fear and panic because that memory contains the idea that your
trauma is something that belongs in the past. Whereas if you
retrieve the image, which can't distinguish between the past and the
present, then you begin to feel panic all over again.

Pam Rutherford: And Jennifer Wild believes that an important result
of this kind of descriptive treatment for PTSD is actually making a
new memory of the original traumatic event.

Jennifer Wild: So often people have been through a car accident, for
example, and they have a feeling at the time that they were going to
die and they're still left with that feeling I'm going to die and
it's a very present fear. But they've survived and it hasn't quite
been linked up yet. So effective treatments link up the two. I now
know that I had this accident but I survived, I'm alive, I still see
my family, I still see my friends, I'm okay. So it's linking up the
two pieces of information and creating a new memory.

Pam Rutherford: It's not just in the relatively rare condition of
post-traumatic stress disorder that memories can be altered by
powerful emotions. Depression affects more than 120 million people
worldwide. And according to the World Health Organisation it's one
of the leading causes of disability.

In depression memory also plays an important role. Martin Conway.

Martin Conway: One feature of memory in depression is that it
becomes more over general and less specific. If you ask a depressive
patient, for example, to recall an experience with his father, let's
say, then a typical sort of response might be, well, we used to go
for walks in the park together. And if you push them, that's all
they'll say. They won't get any further. They will never get to a
specific experience.

Pam Rutherford: Tim Dalgleish is a clinical psychologist at the UK
Medical Research Council's Cognition and Brain Sciences Unit in
Cambridge. He points out that this bias doesn't apply to everybody.

Tim Dalgleish: People with depression often have a relatively
even-handed or non-prejudiced memory about other things. But when it
comes to remembering things about their selves, it's very much
focused on the negative. For example, they might be able to look at
what a friend is doing and be able to say to that friend: ""But,
remember, you did this, which was really good,'' or ""Well, that
happened which was really good.'' In other words, they've kind of
got double standards. They are able to turn their mental spotlight
on somebody else's life and perhaps even draw out quite positive
things. But when it comes to their own life they just can't see
anything positive even though somebody else might well be able to.
And so I think a useful way to think about this is like it's a form
of prejudice against yourself. In that way it just self-perpetuates
just like any form of prejudice. Anyone who is prejudiced isn't
going to take things on face value. They're always going to see the
world in a way that feeds their prejudice. And it's the same in
depression.

Pam Rutherford: And it's this kind of negative memory bias for the
self that Tim Dalgleish has been investigating to see how it might
play a role in perpetuating depression.

Tim Dalgleish: What we did is say to people who are either feeling
very depressed or a group of other people who are feeling fine as a
sort of controlled group, pick an event from your childhood or early
adulthood which you find extremely distressing and which was very
distressing at the time. So they will choose this event. And then
for half of them we say: ""Well, what we want you to try and do now
is try not to think about that event for 10 minutes.'' And for the
other half of the people we don't tell them anything so they can
think about whatever they like.

And what we find is that if we measure the number of times these
people think about this event in the 10 minutes, we find that the
depressed people who were trying not to think about the distressing
childhood event actually think about it more often than the other
people who we didn't give those instructions to. So in other words,
trying to suppress thoughts of this event ironically makes it happen
more often.

Pam Rutherford: And do you know why that happens?

Tim Dalgleish: I think the best answer we've got is that the people
who are depressed are trying not to think about this one event by
forcing themselves to think about other things that have happened to
them.

However, unfortunately when they do that, the other things they
think about are also very distressing and actually remind them of
the thing that they're not trying to think about. So, ironically
they end up thinking about it more often by trying to get away from
it.

Whereas in the other group who aren't deliberately trying not to
think about something, they don't seem to have this difficulty.

What it tells us is that trying to suppress or distract negative
thoughts and negative memories isn't going to be a particularly
productive strategy. And what we try and encourage people to do in
therapy is to actually rather than try and go round their thoughts,
go through the middle, if you like, and actually deal with the
content, think about what the implications are and try and change
the way they think about themselves in the world.

Pam Rutherford: So, trying to suppress or ignore memories in both
depression and PTSD doesn't seem to work in treating either
condition. In some way the memory needs to be addressed or it will
continue to intrude. In PTSD, the process of describing the memory
seems to change it enough to help prevent it resurfacing.

And according to Chris Brewin, there are similar ways of changing
memories in depression which might seem an unconventional treatment
but are in fact very successful.

Chris Brewin: Fairly recently we've discovered that people who are
depressed often have frequent intrusive memories that are not
dissimilar to the memories experienced by people with PTSD. Often
they don't relive the event in the present to the same degree but
they're often very vivid and they're often accompanied by a great
deal of emotion.

But what's interesting is that if you're depressed and you're
having a lot of these intrusive memories, your depression is likely
to last longer than if you're not having them.

So at the moment we're beginning to see is it possible to improve
levels of depression by helping people to change these pictures in
their mind. So we're using a technique called Rescripting, which
involves asking people to focus on the images that are coming into
their mind and to actually try changing them in various ways and
make them less distressing.

Pam Rutherford: How do you do that?

Chris Brewin: Well, you might ask people just to change the way
something looks or to imagine it was further away or to turn
something upside down or to make it look perhaps rather funny or
ridiculous.

Pam Rutherford: Can you give an example of the sort of thing you
might do?

Chris Brewin: Well, for example, if somebody had a distressing image
involving a large black rectangle suddenly coming into their mind,
we might ask them to imagine that this rectangle was struck by
lightning or beginning to crumble into lots of tiny pieces, so that
every time the image comes to mind, we ask them to practise changing
this into the alternative image which would be less distressing for
them.

Another method that we're also trying out is to see whether
people can imagine some kind of supernatural being perhaps or a
guardian angel going back into the memories themselves at a younger
age and providing support and comfort and reassurance to themselves
in the earlier memory.

But it sounds a really strange thing to do. And in some says it
is a bit unusual. But we're very struck by how easy people find it
to do this and how what a powerful technique this can be.

A lot of therapy has focused on making people think more
logically and more rationally. And that's certainly been very
effective. Of course what we're trying to do in some ways is the
opposite because the new things that we're trying to introduce are
often not logical or rational at all. In fact, they're completely
impossible.

But that doesn't seem to matter. So what we're thinking now is
that it's not being more logical or more rational is important; it's
having an alternative that is more positive.

Pam Rutherford: For people with post-traumatic stress disorder, the
memories might never go away but understanding them can help.

Harry Stever.

Harry Stever: The more you learn about anything that's wrong with
you from a common cold to foot lice, the more you know about it, I
think the easier it is to handle it. When I first started to
experience PTSD, I had no idea what was going on. I didn't know how
to react, I didn't know what to expect, what is happening to me. But
this is what happens, this is what you can expect in a certain
situation. And this is normal, you're not unique in this, you're not
alone. And the more you learn about it, the easier it is to handle I
think.

Pam Rutherford: Next week in the last programme of this BBC series
about memory, I'll be going to two memory clinics to find out about
the kinds of techniques which can help improve failing memory.

Ends

BBC WORLD SERVICE: DISCOVERY (25 MAY 05) [QL]
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""A literal memory would be no use at all because it would take
as long to remember as it did to live it.'' [QL]
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""A significant proportion of the population will in response to
fairly innocuous suggestions develop a memory of an event that
didn't occur. [PARA]
We questioned people several times about whether they were
subject to a vicious animal attack when they were young. A
significant portion of people eventually will say if you ask them
about it enough, they will say, ya, you know, now I do remember,
that did happen to me, it was terrible.'' [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Memories allow us to think about our past, live in
the present and plan for the future. Without them, life would be
nearly impossible. During our waking lives, our brains will be
highly selective about choosing which bits of information it
encounters to put into memory. Given the size of the job, can we
always expect our memories to be completely reliable? [PARA]
In this edition of Discovery about memory on the BBC, I'll be
looking at how and why our memories fail, from the everyday glitch
of struggling to find a word you know is just on the tip of your
tongue to its uncanny ability to deceive us into adopting memories
that aren't even our own. I'll be finding out why these lapses
reveal what an efficiently organised, creative and dynamic system
our memory really is. [PARA]
First, something you might have come across before. [QL]
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""It feels really weird because it feels like a flash of memory's
come back to you and you feel like something happened to you and you
can't quite realise what it is.'' [QL]
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""Almost seems as if you're suddenly living through something
that you've seen immediately before, you can't really recall when or
how but you know that you've been there before. You know that you've
seen that before, you just don't know how.'' [QL]
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Deja vu. [PARA]
Most of us will have had the strange sensation where the
unfamiliar suddenly feels all too familiar … I've been here before
except I haven't. [PARA]
Surprisingly some people with memory disorders can experience
this sensation for everything they do all the time. [QL]
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Mrs Kaveski: From the very moment he wakes up, the first thing he
would say, well, what day is it. It's Thursday. Any letters? I go
downstairs, bring the mail and he looks at the envelopes and say, we
already had it, it came yesterday. No, it couldn't. This is from
Cousin So-and-So and she writes only once a year. [PARA]
And then we'd go shopping and the first thing when we go out into
the street, and the woman with the pram passes by and he would say,
oh, she's here again. She must be very very regular in her customs. [PARA]
This car is trying to run us over again … this is jokingly when
we are crossing the road. [PARA]
Everything, everything happening, he would say, oh, it's already
happened. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Mrs Kaveski(??) is the wife of one of the patients
who feels permanent deja vu. His condition inspired researchers at
the Leeds Memory Group in the UK to try and understand how these
sensations shed light on the distinction between memory and
consciousness. [PARA]
Chris Moulin was one of the first to meet him. [QL]
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Chris Moulin: The man came to the memory clinic where I was working
with a very peculiar memory disorder in that it wasn't that he was
forgetting things, it was that he felt like he'd encountered
everything before. So he had what his wife described as a persistent
sensation of deja vu. [PARA]
When he was presented to the memory clinic, he said there was no
point going because he'd already been referred there before and he'd
already been before. In due course we checked our records; it wasn't
the case at all. [PARA]
He and similar people like him constantly report thinking that
they've done things before, so they won't watch the television
because they say they've seen the programmes before. Even news
events and striking news events like the Bali bombing, these people
will say that they knew how many people were going to die, they knew
that it was going to happen and all those kinds of things. He was
saying he wouldn't watch the television because he'd watched all
these programmes before and his wife said to him, well, you know, if
you've seen this programme before, what happens next and he'd say,
well, how should I know what happens next. I've got a memory
problem. [PARA]
So these people are quite aware of their problems and are
insightful but they're not consciously aware that they've got this
funny memory glitch. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: And it's the strange peculiarities of this memory
glitch that's providing Chris with clues to understanding how our
sensation of memory might be separate from the memory itself.
Patients like Mr Kaveski are more likely to experience a feeling of
familiarity for the kinds of things that are least likely to have
happened to him, which is counter-intuitive but very revealing. [QL]
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Chris Moulin: It turns out that the more bizarre and less
commonplace the event, then the more likely they were to have deja
vu. For example, he was told that one of his friends had died and
there was an invitation to the funeral and he said, you know, I'd
already been to the funeral before. And that's not a very normal
memory. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Does the fact that it's the more vivid, the more
novel, all the things that are less likely to have happened, does
that reveal something about what's going on? [QL]
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Chris Moulin: Yes, very much so. We think that of course that tells
you that what happens in those cases are those events that really
grab attention and we think what's happening with patients like this
is that when something grabs their attention and they process it
kind of deeply or it makes a lot of sense to them, they mistake that
for actually processing a memory. So they confuse the present with
the past, if you see what I mean. [PARA]
So we're quite used to doing that sort of thing. If you
interrogate yourself and think about the things you can remember,
you look for evidence and you look for things that are striking or,
you know, the context that you can remember or the extra information
and you use that as evidence to know that you're having a memory. [PARA]
Well, what we think is that these people are doing that online,
if you like, so they're doing that as they are seeing things. So
they mistake the present for the past because it kind of triggers
those kinds of recollections. [PARA]
So for instance … I'll try and elucidate … if I'm sat here in
this room now, if I'd like to think about whether I've been in this
room before, I could use say the pictures on the wall, the way the
chairs are arranged and all that as evidence to know if I've been
here before and I would kind of bring to mind, you know, how I was
when I was last in the room. But what these people are doing is
they're seeing the information and that's triggering in them this
sensation that they have been here before because they're kind of
using that information, the novel environment and that sort of
thing, as if it is a memory and processing it as if it's a memory. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: So what's happening in deja vu? It sounds like there
is this sort of distinction between the knowledge of a memory and
the memory itself. Can you tell me a bit more about that? [QL]
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Chris Moulin: Yes, I mean, that's the main thing that these patients
say and it suggests that there's two kinds of processes in the mind
and one is sort of the content of memory of which we can just think
of as maybe the story … just like maybe if you have a computer,
that's where the files are stored … and then on top of that, there
is the process that accesses those memories and that process
involves some kind of conscious awareness. So that might be … the
computer metaphor doesn't really work because we never say that
computers are conscious … but that might be those kinds of
organisational strategies and the feelings that you get once you
kind of remember something. And we know that's what happens and if
you think about how your memories are organised, if you want to
reminisce about something, it gives you very strong sensations and
those sensations are meaningful. So it's a very useful normal thing.[PARA]
But we think with these people, the conscious awareness part is
firing mistakenly so that's becoming activated when there is no real
content there. And of course that's a good analogue of what probably
is happening in deja vu. So when you have a deja vu, there's no
content there but you erroneously get this sensation. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: So next time you get that strange feeling of deja
vu, remember, it's just a reflection of your memory's ability to
take a step back from itself. Normally, the sensation of something
being a memory would happen at the same time as having the memory
itself but in deja vu, you just get that sensation. [PARA]
But there are times when our memory deceives us not by eerily
popping up when least expected but by a frustrating reluctance to
reveal parts of its contents. [QL]
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Debbie Burke: Well, it's almost there. You know what it is.
Sometimes I recall one letter, the first one or not, but you can't
really seem to visualise the word as itself; you imagine the idea
but you can't see what it looks like. [PARA]
You can taste the word. You have that annoying irritating feeling
that you have just before you're going to sneeze where you can
almost get the word out and so this feeling that it's on the tip of
the tongue, that the word is just about to come back to you but you
can't quite get it out so that when we're unable to produce the
words of famous people, for example, or people who are in the news,
it's very embarrassing and we feel that it's communicating to other
people that we're just not very smart. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Debbie Burke is professor of psychology at Pomona
University in California in the United States. She's carried out
extensive research into the maddening phenomena of forgetting words
on the tip of your tongue. She says that by looking at who or what
you have tip-of-the-tongue experiences for, you can find out why
they happen. [QL]
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Debbie Burke: I have tip-of-the-tongues all the time for names of
people; for famous actors, for example. I was having a
tip-of-the-tongue for Julia Roberts' name the other day. I remember
what she looks like, I can remember the movies that she was in but
what I'm unable to come up with is the sound of the name. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Does it more often happen with proper nouns or
people's names? [QL]
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Debbie Burke: Oh, absolutely. Proper names are the most frequent
kind of word that we have tip-of-the-tongue experiences for and it's
very troubling to people because with other words, with vocabulary
words, you can usually find a substitute and you can just move
around this problem, this error that you're having but there's no
other substitute for a name, for example, when you got to introduce
somebody so it can be enormously embarrassing and people feel very
stupid when this happens. But it's a very normal process. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: So what does this state reveal about how our minds
and memories of words are organised? [QL]
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Debbie Burke: We tend to think of words as being unitary. They have
a meaning, they have a sound, we know how to spell them and in fact,
something like the tip-of-the-tongue experience tells us that
they're not represented in a unitary way in the mind. If they were
we would always be able to remember all aspects … meaning the sound,
the spelling. The fact that we can remember the meaning and not the
sound tells us that those are separate representations. [PARA]
We think about this as a failure in the connection between the
meaning of the word, the synthetic properties of the word, and the
sound of the word and in fact, in the way we describe this in our
models in terms of the connections weakening between the sounds or
what we call the phonology of the word and the meaning or the
semantics of the word and when those connections become weak because
the word hasn't been used recently or it hasn't been used
frequently, then we're unable to retrieve the sound of the word from
memory. [PARA]
The other thing that has an effect on the strength of
connections, we believe, is the age of the person and as people grow
older, they start to have more of these tip-of-the-tongue
experiences. But it's a completely normal part of ageing and some of
the people who come into our labs say they are coming to be tested
because they're so worried about their memory, they're forgetting
names all the time and they are really worried that this is a sign
of Alzheimer's. [PARA]
Now it is true that an early symptom of Alzheimer's Disease can
be something like a tip-of-the-tongue experience but the difference
is that in Alzheimer's people will forget very common words. So for
example, somebody in a mild early stage of Alzheimer's might forget
what the name of a fork was or a spoon and that simply wouldn't
happen in normal ageing. [PARA]
One of the things we tell older adults is that if you're going to
go to a party or you're going to a meeting and you know who's going
to be there and you're worried about remembering their name, before
you go, just pronounce the names of each of the people. It's not
enough just to read them. You actually have to say them. And that
will increase the probability that you're going to be able to name
them, to know their name when you actually see them. So that
rehearsal of the sounds of the word can really be helpful in
reducing the likelihood of a tip-of-the-tongue. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Why should our brains be organised in this way, to
separate out things we would normally think of as belonging
together, like the sound of a word and its meaning? Debbie Burke
believes it makes sense for our brains to be organised in a way that
would minimise problems caused by damage or injury. [QL]
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Debbie Burke: And this is what some researchers have called a form
of graceful degradation; that is, you have the representation of
these objects, their meanings, their sounds, their names,
distributed over the brain so that if you damage one part of it, you
don't lose the whole concept and the word and its sound and its
spelling. You just lose some part of it. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: If you would like to feel a sensation of deja vu,
find out more about tip-of-the-tongue or just listen again to this
programme about memory on the BBC World Service, then you can via
our webpage. Go to bbcworldservice.com and follow the links to the
Discovery programme. [PARA]
The everyday slips of memory like deja vu and tip-of-the-tongue
provide a window on aspects of how our memories are normally
organised, usually to work efficiently and provide us with an
accurate view of the world. But our memories can fail in ways with
potentially far more damaging consequences. [PARA]
Professor Elizabeth Loftus from University of California in
Irvine has been researching false memories for more than 30 years.
According to her, there's a flimsy curtain that separates memory
from imagination. [PARA]
Eye-witness accounts of a crime are just one of the areas where
memories can go badly wrong. [QL]
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Professor Elizabeth Loftus: What we've done in our laboratory
experiments to try to study this process, this phenomenon is we'll
actually show people simulated crimes or accidents. We might show a
film of a crime or an accident, for example, and then we ask people
questions or we expose them to some new information to see whether
or not it will distort or contaminate their memory. [PARA]
And so for example, in one study we showed people an accident
where a car goes through an intersection with a stop sign and later
on, we suggest through a leading question that it was a yield sign
instead of a stop sign and what we find then is that many people,
sometimes as many as 80 per cent of people, will tell us that they
saw the yield sign instead of the stop sign. So they have succumbed
to the suggestion in our leading question and they've adopted it as
their own memory. Now that's just one example of how misinformation
can contaminate somebody's memory. [PARA]
But you can go even further with someone's memories. So our more
recent studies show that we can plant entirely false memories into
the minds of people. We can make people believe, for example, that
when they were six years' old, they were lost in a shopping mall and
they were frightened and crying, they were lost for an extended
time, they were ultimately rescued by an elderly person, reunited
with the family. We told them that we had talked to their parents
and that we'd found out some things that happened to them early in
life. We actually did talk to the parents and we did find some true
memories from the parents and then the parents also helped us
construct the made-up false memory. So we would then tell our
subjects we've talked to your mother, we've found out some things
that happened to you, we want to see if you can remember these
things and we tell them the true memories and then we also tell them
the made-up story. And through several suggestive interviews, we try
to get them to remember this thing that we've completely made up
with the help of their family members. [PARA]
Now after we did the lost-in-the-mall study, people criticised it
by saying oh, getting lost is so common, can't you show this with
events that would be more traumatic or more unusual or more bizarre
and so other scientists picked up on our procedure and planted very
unusual and would-be traumatic experiences if they actually had
happened; so for example, making people believe that they were
victims of a vicious animal attack as a child or making people
believe that they nearly drowned and had to be rescued by a
lifeguard as a child and a significant number of people will come to
pick up the story and adopt it as their own memory. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: But if people will easily adopt memories that aren't
even their own, is there any way we can distinguish them from the
real thing? Daniel Schacter is author of The Seven Sins of Memory
and chair of psychology at Harvard University. He's got people to
experience false memories and then monitors their brain activity
while they're in a brain scanner. [QL]
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Daniel Schacter: Let me give a concrete example from a study we
recently did and published just last year where we created false
memories by showing people pictures of shapes, kind of nonsense
shapes, squiggles of objects that don't exist in the real world. And
they were all based on a prototype shape. They all kind of looked
like the prototype but we never showed people the prototype. And
later on what we found is that during true recognition of shapes
people had seen, there was more activity in certain parts of the
brain that are involved in visual processing than during false
recognition of the prototype that they thought had been on the list
because it's so similar to everything else they did see but it
wasn't really there. So we could tell when true memory was occurring
because there was more activity in certain parts of the visual
cortex. [QL]
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Pam Rutherford: Does this mean we're going to be able to actually
tell when the people are lying? [QL]
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Daniel Schacter: Well, it's an interesting question and I think we
have to be very cautious on this point. The work that we and others
have done in the laboratory allows us to tell in general … we're
comparing in a group of, you know, a dozen volunteers who
participated in our experiment. We averaged across all of them and
we get kind of a composite image and we looked at that group image,
we can tell true from false; but it's quite another matter to tell
true from false in individual participants with any degree of
accuracy. That we can't do. We have certainly not done that in our
work. That's not to say it can never be done but as far as I am
concerned, based on work that we've done … and we've done a fair
amount of it in this area … we're nowhere near being able to use
these imaging devices to reliably tell true from false memory. [PARA]
Now remember, this is not the same as wilful lying. In these
experiments, people believe what they're saying, they believe in the
validity of their memories, there's no intentional deception. So
it's really another question as to whether these imaging techniques
can be used to detect intentional deception. Here, everyone believes
they're telling the truth but sometimes they're wrong. [QL]
[QL]
Pam Rutherford: Why do our memories go wrong? Are these failings a
sign of a poorly designed system? Elizabeth Loftus thinks they
actually reveal the qualities of normal memory. [QL]
[QL]
Professor Elizabeth Loftus: These studies and findings are telling
us about the way normal memory works and you can ask well, why would
we have been built with a system, why would we have evolved with a
memory system that's so malleable? And one answer to that question
is that this malleable system means that if we happen to have errors
in memory or errors creep into our memories, automatically or
through inference processes, then we can update them and correct
them with new correct information because correcting a wrong memory
probably involved processes that are very similar to the kind of
distortions of memory that we are studying. [QL]
[QL]
Pam Rutherford: Daniel Schacter believes that our sins of memory are
the result of a creative memory that normally works very well.

Daniel Schacter: These sins can be viewed as kind of adaptive
byproducts of features of memory that work well most of the time.
Our memory for what happened and where it happened and who said what
is not perfect and therefore we can sometimes get part of the event
right but get the context wrong.
Well, let's think for a moment about what memory would be like if
we did remember every aspect of every event we ever experience. It
might well be the case that under those circumstances our minds
would be flooded with all kinds of useless details. This is kind of
a cost we pay for a benefit that results in a memory that does a lot
of good things. Our memory allows us to generalise, to kind of build
up a general picture of the world but because we rely on a memory
system that's not a literal record of what happened, doesn't contain
every fact, every contextual detail, building up a general picture
serves us very well but sometimes can get us into trouble when we
need those exact details.

Pam Rutherford: Next time you're struggling with some of the
everyday glitches in memory, try and consider that they're just
reflections of this built-in natural creativity and flexibility of
the way our brains are organised.
In next week's programme about memory on the BBC, I'll be
exploring the power of intrusive memories in mental illnesses like
post-traumatic stress disorder and depression and I'll be finding
out why our emotions play such an important role in laying down
memories.

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